It still comes to me as a surprise. How fast days go by without us realizing them. They're like leaves falling one by one from a tree. And we never really notice until the tree has shed all its leaves. And now, we're down to the last thirty days, then we'll be welcoming the new year.
I've been a chronic insomniac for the past
years of my life days. The reasons for this vary every single day. There are some nights I was too happy I'm afraid that if I sleep, I'd wake up and find out that happiness left that night before. And some nights, I have the what-am-i-doing-in-the-middle-of-this-vast-universe-moments. Feelings of anxiety is so desperately kicking in, if I don't kick back, I'd probably snap out and lose myself. But I think a day isn't a day without a tiny bit of disappointments. The trick is to learn how to shift the focus to the positive.